My bad day

i don't know what happened to me. Today i cried a lot still i am crying. i got lower grade. my daughter and my son are sick and my husband can't drop me up and pick me up because of his work. i am totally upset of these. i always encourage myself, but i don't want put myself down. if i have any problem, i just close my eyes and my tears come out of my eyes. i can't explain my feelings becuase i can't swallow my tears, but it still on my throat.i always think when i write my sad stories, i think it hurts others heart, so i don't wan't to writ my stories. However, today i can't stop my feelings and i want to write it. when i want to write something about, i am just crying why i don't. i know i am not sensitive, but i sometimes upset because something makes me unhappy. otherwisei compermise myself to force me do my work. i can't do anything and i want to leave from my problem.